New layout!

Yes, this girl has clearly nothing better to do.

*TA-DA!* I hereby proudly present my FIRST self-made layout! *Dodges a flying rotten egg* Okay, okay, I know, my photoshop skills sucks, and I don't know any professional HTML codings =/

Oh yea, see those candies up there? I made each of them seperately =D Don't they look delicious? *Dodges another flying tomato* OKAY! I'll stop talking from now. Sheesh. Oh, and one more thing, you guys are probably wondering, "WHO'S THAT LENG ZAI?!". Too bad, he isn't real. It was drawn by someone called "feimo", some China guy, using only a computer program! And he did it from scratch! I have a whole set of cool drawings by him, MSN me if you want them =)

To prevent further waste of food thrown by the new layout haters, I have included a poll:




Happy voting! Kthxbai.

~ Angelina

My Life

My life might seem an easy life to many. Well, it IS better than many, but like most, there's a bitter story behind it.

As you all know, parents way back in time don't really know how to "love" their children. They don't know the necessary care a child needs, and therefore children then have hearts filled with hatred, jealousy, revenge, anger and other negative feelings. My mum and her siblings happened to be one of the batches of such children. When my mum grew up, she married a rich man (my biological father), and thus causing jealousy among the siblings. They boycotted her. They hated the fact that my father drives a Volvo, when they can't even afford a car. They hated the fact that my father can afford books worthed hundreds of ringgits back then, when they have to save up to buy newspapers.

Life still went on, until one day. My father was hospitalized when doctors found out that he had lung cancer - too much smoking. My father told my mum that he was going to be okay, and that he was going to come back. My mum had faith in him, until one day, "I am fighting a losing battle," he said. Days later, I never saw him again. I was only two years old. During his funeral, not even one person attended. My mum was devastated. A few days after his death, a relative called to ask," When are you getting a maid? When are you getting a new car? When are you buying a new house?" At that stage, my mum only had RM10,000 my father had left her. You should be able to guess the intention of the questions.

With totally no support emotionally and financially, my mum gave herself 3 choices:

1. Send me to a temple and commit suicide.
2. Send me to my relatives and look for work (I'd probably be tortured to death there)
3. Or try raising me with the RM10,000 in hand.

She chose the third option. First, she rented a house, then put an advertisement in the local newspapers offering day-care services. Business started. She worked and took care of me at the same time, but I got enough attention as her job is only to take care of the kids, in that case including me.

But it wasn't enough, she wants a better life, leading to her opening a licensed kindergarten at a rented corner-house. Besides, the government was going to close down illegal day-care operators and she needed a license. Things were still fine then, she met my "new" father and there are around 30-40 students. I was still well taken care of. At this stage, I was only 6 years old.

A year later, the kindergarten had to be moved to another house as the house owner sold the house to someone. The number of students increased from 30 to almost 80 students. A kindergarten land was for sale at the same time. My mum made the decision to buy it. That was when heaven turned into hell for me. Money was really short and my mum and father had to do some extra business to raise money. I had to follow them to long trips delivering goods to stores and to wholesale dealers to get the goods. Sometimes, I had to stay up till 2am - 3am to pack the goods. I was 8 years old.

And neglected I was. Every time I say I want to go somewhere, my mum just drops me off on the way while delivering goods - no questions asked. What if I'm going out with a total stranger? I asked her, "Mummy, why you don't care about me?" She answered in a frustrated way, "You think everyone so free only take care of you? You want you go find other people free enough to take care of you, I'm more than happy to send you to them."

I cried. Many a time it happened. And I stopped questioning. She forgets special occasions and doesn't even know when is my exams. I was too deprived of love that I even start having crushes even when I was 8, all because those boys talked to me more than my mum did. My studies deteriorated since then, and I only scored 5 A's in UPSR.

Secondary 2. Life seemed better, we moved to a higher class area but I guess our relationship had been ruined. I was one joyful girl until she scolded me for some stupid reason during the November holidays and I never talked to ANYONE for two entire months. I became the cold-hearted, cool girl at home, even after we started talking. I seldom smile at home and stuff, and I seek my attention from outside and on the net, which clearly explains my addiction.

Kay, tired after typing such a looooooooong entry. May continue when I'm in the mood =S

~ Angelina

The world's easiest quiz!

The world's easiest quiz! Answer all the questions before scrolling down, no peeking!

1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last?

2) Which country makes Panama hats?

3) From which animal do we get catgut?

4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution?

5) What is a camel's hair brush made of?

6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal?

7) What was King George VI's first name?

8) What color is a purple finch?

9) Where are Chinese Gooseberries from?

10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane?


Got the answers? You only need to get 4 right to pass! Simple isn't it? =)

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Answers:

1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years

2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador

3) From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses

4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November

5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? Squirrel fur

6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? Dogs

7) What was King George VI's first name? Albert

8) What color is a purple finch? Crimson

9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? New Zealand

10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane? Orange, of course.


What do you mean? You failed?!

Nevermind. Me too.

~ Angelina

Longest word in the world?

What is the longest word in the world? You think you know it? Come on... Think of the longest word you can think of!

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Are you thinking of "supercalifragilisticexpialidocious"?

Well, this word IS long, but it ain't anywhere near the world's longest word! Give it a guess, how many letters are there in the longest word in the world? 50? 75? 100? Or 1000?

The answer is 189,819! Your eyes are not playing tricks, and this is NOT a typo. It's true! The word of the day is:

CLICK HERE to view.

I can't really show it here or dial-up users might have some problems viewing my blog, lol. Fascinating, isn't it? It's the chemical name for "titin", also known as connectin. It's a protein that is important in the contraction of striated muscles tissues. Its empirical formula is C₁₃₂₉₈₃H₂₁₁₈₆₁N₃₆₁₄₉O₄₀₈₈₃S₆₉₃!

Now, let me show you the second longest word in the world, which is:

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Not that long compared to the longest, this has "only" 1185 words. This is the chemical name for coat protein.

Other than these two words, there are still some long, LONG words you might have never come across before, I'll list them here!

(45 words) PNEUMONO­ULTRA­MICRO­SCOPIC­SILICO­VOLCANO­CONIOSIS (also spelled PNEUMONO­ULTRA­MICRO­SCOPIC­SILICO­VOLCANO­KONIOSIS)
A lung disease caused by breathing in particles of siliceous volcanic dust.

(39) TETRA­METHYL­DIAMINO­BENZHYDRYL­PHOSPHINOUS
A type of acid.

(37) FORMALDEHYDE­TETRA­METHYL­AMIDO­FLUORIMUM
Chemical term in the Oxford English Dictionary (2nd Ed.).

(37) DIMETHYL­AMIDO­PHENYL­DIMETHYL­PYRAZOLONE
Chemical term in the Oxford English Dictionary (2nd Ed.).

(31) DICHLORO­DIPHENYL­TRICHLORO­ETHANE
A pesticide used to kill lice.

(29) TRINITRO­PHENYL­METHYL­NITRAMINE
A type of explosive.

(29) FLOCCI­NAUCINI­HILIPIL­IFICATION
An estimation of something as worthless. Interestingly, the most common letter in English, E, does not appear in this word at all, whilst I occurs a total of nine times. The word dates back to 1741. The 1992 Guinness Book of World Records calls flocci­nauci­nihili­pilification the longest real word in the Oxford English Dictionary, and refers to pneumono­ultra­micro­scopic­silico­volcano­koniosis as the longest made-up one.

(28) ANTI­DIS­ESTABLISH­MENT­ARIAN­ISM
The belief which opposes removing the tie between church and state. Probably the most popular of the "longest words" in recent decades.

(27) HONORI­FICABILI­TUDINI­TATIBUS
Honorableness.

(27) ETHYLENE­DIAMINE­TETRA­ACETATE
The longest unhyphenated word in Merriam-Webster's Collegiate Dictionary (10th Ed.), joint with electroencephalographically.

27) ELECTRO­ENCEPHALO­GRAPHICALLY
The longest unhyphenated word in Merriam-Webster's Collegiate Dictionary (10th Ed.), joint with ethylene­diamine­tetraacetate.

(27) ANTI­TRANSUB­STAN­TIA­TION­ALIST
One who doubts that consecrated bread and wine actually change into the body and blood of Christ.

(26) ETHYLENE­DIAMINE­TETRA­ACETIC
A type of acid.

(21) DIS­PRO­PORTION­ABLE­NESS and (21) IN­COM­PREHEN­SIB­ILITIES
These are described by the 1992 Guinness Book of World Records as the longest words in common usage.

There are some very, VERY long place names too. Imagine if you wanna travel there. When you go up a taxi and the driver asks for the destination, what are you going to say?

Some places with long names:

(85) TAUMATA­WHAKA­TANGI­HANGA­KOAUAU­O­TAMATEA­TURIPUKAKA­PIKI­MAUNGA-
­HORO­NUKU­POKAI­WHENUA­KITANA­TAHU
A hill in New Zealand. This Maori name was in general use, but is now generally abbreviated to Taumata. The name means: the summit of the hill, where Tamatea, who is known as the land eater, slid down, climbed up and swallowed mountains, played on his nose flute to his loved one.

(66) GORSA­FAWDDACH­AIDRAIGODAN­HEDDO­GLEDDOLON­PENRHYN­AREUR­DRAETH­-

CEREDIGION
A town in Wales. The name means: the Mawddach station and its dragon teeth at the Northern Penrhyn Road on the golden beach of Cardigan bay.

(58) LLAN­FAIR­PWLL­GWYN­GYLL­GOGERY­CHWYRN­DROBWLL­LLANTY­SILIO­GOGO­GOCH
A town in North Wales. The name roughly translates as: St. Mary's Church in the hollow of the white hazel near to the rapid whirlpool of Llantysilio of the red cave. It is listed in the Guinness Book of World Records.

(41) CHAR­GOGAGOG­MAN­CHAR­GOGAGOG­CHAR­BUNA­GUNGAMOG
Another name for Lake Webster in Massachusetts. Probably the longest name in the United States. Alternative spellings are:
(44) CHAR­GOGGAGOGG­MAN­CHAUG­GAGOGG­CHAU­BUNA­GUNGAMOGG,
(45) CHAR­GOGGAGOGG­MAN­CHAUG­GAGOGG­CHAU­BUNA­GUNGAMAUGG,
(44) CHAR­GOGGAGOGG­MAN­CHAUG­GAGOGG­CHA­BUNA­GUNGAMAUGG.

(23) NUNATH­LOOGAGA­MIUT­BINGOI
The Eskimo name for some dunes in Alaska.

BUT! There is another waaaaaaaaaaay longer word. Okay, okay, don't push the "home" button yet! And that word is "SMILES". Why? because there is a MILE between the first and the last letter! A mile long word!

So smile more and you've just said the longest word anyone have ever said! =)

~ Angelina

Wasted

As I see others' achievements in life, I feel that I have wasted 99.9% of my life. People publish books at young ages with tonnes of words that I can't even pronounce and don't even know that it exists; some score well in every single subject; some are just discipline and hardworking and many more to list. And I did not achieve even ONE of them in my sixteen years, three months, twenty days, twenty-three hours, twenty-five minutes and five seconds of life. Sad, isn't it?

Are they just special or am I just useless? I guess it's the latter. Everyone starts life at the same stage, yet their achievements have a vast difference. Some become sampah masyarakat, others soar to the top of the billionaires' list.

And me?

Where do I stand? Of course at the TOP of the list! *Counted from the bottom up* Yeah, that's me. But why? People have ambitions and work towards it. I don't even have a "valid" ambition. Going to Mars isn't one. And don't get started on quotes like "nothing is impossible". I mean, if NASA was to send anyone to space, wouldn't they choose Americans first? Why in the world would they give priority to a Malaysian (especially after Tun Dr. Mahathir criticized them), when they have a huge list of potential astronomers to choose from?

My biggest dream is near impossible, or even impossible. My second dream? I just want to be someone that has something to do with computers and internet. Perhaps a full time online entrepreneur? I can't even get my blog publicized, I'll starve to death that way, lol. Maybe I'll think of something after wasting another few years of my life.

Did you realize something? There isn't any superextremehyperunpronouncable long words in there. And superextremehyperunpronouncable isn't counted.


~ Angelina

Mummy I Love You

Ah well, my "beh song" feelings subsided. I can't really blame my mum either, cause whatever she does, I know it's for my own good, even the part which she isn't happy about me going for tuition *ahem*. SO! This post is to say... MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!! I know, mother's day is over, but I can say that anytime I want, right? =)

I know, I know. I very the mou liu =/

~ Angelina

I don't get her...

I know, I know, STUDY! But blogging is also important, right? Cause I wanna express my "beh-songness".

*Sigh* My mum is making me si beh beh song again. I know, you're saying I should respect her more. I also know lar. But some times really cannot stand also must express out mar.

So anyway, back to topic. I really don't know why she reaaaaaaally likes to nag on me. If it's for a normal reason, I don't mind. But for stupid reasons, my blood really can boil. As you all know, I like to sleep in the living room, and she asked me not to put my blanket on the floor cause there are millipedes roaming around. So I was sleeping on this air bed, sleeping surely roll here roll there, right? So of course my blanket fall to the floor lar! And guess what? She came down the next morning and nagged at me when I was still sleeping! "Angel ar! How many times must I tell you not to put your blanket on the floor? I told you already there are millipedes crawling all around you still don't want to listen. Next time you smash a millipede all over your blanket I'm not gonna wash it for you. Really don't know how I must say only you will listen..." What the...? If I knew it was on the floor, would I risk a millipede crawling up my thighs? AS IF I LOVE MILLIPEDES! Like that also nag, really ASS, DOUBLE-U, TEE - SWT!

Then there was yesterday. There was a black out in the whole area for 2 whole hours and I cannot sleep cause the mosquitoes were poking me all over, so felt my way to her room. It was pitch-black. She was awake too because of the heat.

Me: Mi, very hot leh, how?
Mum: Mm.
Me: =.=" Wei ar, I said very hot ar, how?
Mum: Hot then hot lar, what to do?
Me: I go sleep in the car ar?
Mum: Cannot sleep in the car lar.
Me: Why cannot? =.="
Mum: *no answer*
Me: *faces the window and sulks*
Mum: Go take a cold bath lar.
Me: Err.. It's pitch-black? How you want me to take bath like that?
Mum: *no answer*
Me: *continues sulking*
Mum: Go take a cold bath lar.
Me: For the second time, it's PITCH-BLACK! And there's not electricity to pump the water also, no water bath what bath?
Mum: *no answer*
Me: *mumbles and takes the car keys to start the car*

She did not say anything anyway. So there I went. I locked the house door after going out and started the engine. Just as I lowered the car seat to have a nice long sleep, *POOF* the lights came on. I was like... what the f*** =.=" So I went inside the house, barely had enough time to sleep, so I studied Physics. Slept awhile after that.

Things went normal after that, and I flunked my Physics test. So I went back and my mum asked me how it was. I complained that the teacher sucks, which is why I did badly. She can't even speak proper English and uses BM to teach part of it, and she NEVER finishes her sentences. I bet more than 3 quarters of the class students have totally NO idea of what she's talking about.

So I asked her if I could get a Physics tutor. And guess what? She blamed me for not studying hard enough! For your information, she, for some reasons that I don't know, doesn't like the idea of me being tutored -.- I haven't attend any tuition before, because she doesn't allow me to. Then I had this few minute lecture about how I had to choose my own life, how I had to work hard to score every single paper, how she won't make any decisions for me anymore cause she doesn't care cause it's my life and not hers, and how she can get an extra RM100,000 to spend from my education insurance if I didn't make it to university.

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And all I asked for is a tutor. If I don't want to work hard, would I ask for a tutor? Isn't that my decision? Isn't that choosing my own life? Then she CHOSE my life for me by asking me to study harder and ask OTHER teachers about stuff I still don't get. I seriously don't get her.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...

~ Angelina

Personality test

No time to update my blog x( Only can put stuffs that I can copy and paste cause it's easier. I need to study for my exams =/

So anyway, here is a personality test I took:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (I'm straightforward? Problem solver? I can't even solve my own problems .___.)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (Hmm, quite true. As long as the person isn't THAT ugly lar xD But really ugly people are rare, lol. At least to me =X)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (Maybe I don't back then, lol. Skrang dah mature dah xP)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (WTF! I FLIRT?! BEHAVE SEDUCTIVELY?! *Ahem ahem* Mana ada -_-)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. (SO TRUE! As I always say, I'd rather work than study -_-)

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. (True also. My mum says that whenever I say I like something, she'll know that I'm gonna hate it sooner or later. My likes don't last. Focus, Angelina, FOCUS!)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (Kiasu me @@ Ok ar, you say one ar, I'll go become an astronaut next time :P)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (Hmm, half true. I'm not afraid of stuff I cannot control, I get angry at them. I guess I use... sadness(?) to cover how I feel.)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (Wah, good listener @@ Ask for my comments? Need to pay one woh =X Haha, joking joking :P If you need a listening ear, feel free to drop me a message =D)

Okay! Done! Siap! Nah, one entry kau tim! Physics timeeeeeee... Tata~!

~ Angelina

Whenever I day dream...

A poem I put in my Neopets' profile way back in... 2003?

Whenever I day dream,
And day dream I do,
In my secret garden,
I day dream of you.

I day dream of you,
In my magical land;
Embracing me tight,
And holding my hand.

Holding my hand,
And touching my face.
Just you and me,
In this peaceful place.

In this peaceful place
A pristine river flows.
Where the unicorns run,
A breeze always blows.

A breeze always blows
And sings of a song;
Our love in a place,
Where you're never gone.

Where you're never gone
Is as it would seem,
From dusk until dawn,
Whenever I day dream.

And whenever I day dream,
And day dream I do,
In my secret garden,
I day dream of you.

Not dedicated to anyone, ok? Don't simply think =P

~ Angelina

Sick of Studying

Yes. I'm sick. Sick of trapping myself in a world of useless knowledge. Athens, Sparta, whatever. History won't get me anywhere. They just make me bored of studying. Exams are adding stress to my life. What the HELL did I get myself into, getting into science stream... It's a big mistake. I don't belong here. I've always liked the subjects in art stream. Yet because of PMR, yes that freaking A's I got for PMR, got me into all this mess. Wrong subjects, wrong stream.

My classmates are too smart, I can't beat them. I don't want to be the first, yet I fear of getting the last. I don't want to be the worst. The fear is motivating me to study all these years, motivating me to score better. But now I'm sick of it. I'm not enjoying my life. I try not to even think about homework everyday but I suffer everyday in school. I don't get a thing the teachers are babbling about. I'm not even one bit interested. I've messed up my life. I chose the wrong path. I aimed for A's. I did not see the future.

So what if the art stream teachers suck? I can study by myself, no problem. At least it's my interest that is motivating me. Not fear. So what if I only have 8 subjects? Who cares bout quantity now? I could easily seek MCA's help to get a scholarship or even half a scholarship or whatever. Yet, I chose science stream. The FIRST CLASS of PURE science stream. A big mistake. I even took basic economy out of interest. Cool, now I have 12 subjects excluding Pendidikan Jasmani Kesihatan and 27 papers in total to sit for. I have to study for 27 papers for only 12 A's. It's not supposed to be like that. I'm not meant for this. But since I have chosen, there is no turning back. I regret very badly. Nothing can change it. I have to bear 2 more years of suffering.

History test is tomorrow. I haven't read about a thing yet, so yeah, I'm gonna fail it, unless a miracle happens. It's not that I don't mind, but I just can't take it.

Stressed, confused, regretting.

~ Angelina

Untitled Painting

I took a paintbrush

And started to paint

The picture wasn't full of colour

Or people playing together

It was a picture dark as night

Only it had no moon or stars

To light my way

I am lost in this darkness

Around me are people I know

People who see right through me

As if I am never here

All around so many faces

Faces that make up the darkness

In this painted picture

I cannot stand it all

Cannot take that everyday there's no one

In this picture who cares

This picture is dark and gloomy

I want to burn this picture

The flames would make it more colourful

And there will be no more faces

Just an empty place

Maybe then

This picture can be painted again

What a door can do to your finger...

Doors. What are doors for? Obviously, it's for security. But my bloody door INJURED ME! HOW DARE IT!

Below are links to some pictures of my badly severed finger. DO NOT CLICK if you're weak hearted. I shall not be held responsible for anything that happens to you after viewing the following pictures. Viewer discretion is advised :P

Nightmare Number 1

Nightmare Number 2

I warned you ._.

OKAY! I know I'm obsessed with examining that wound >_< It's just that I never had any injury as bad as this before, so it's actually kinda fascinating ._. I'm no weirdo, kay? At least I didn't make a video out of it. Or maybe I would... :P Muahahahaha...

Obsession.

~ Angelina

NBTD

Woohoo! In the mood of blogging xD It's really fun to blog, you know. I get to express my feelings and talk about recent gossips and happenings. My blog is like one of my best friends =) It listens to me even if I'm crapping xD *Hugz* ^^

Most of the time, when I express my feelings or stuff, people would say, "Don't like that lah.." Dude, you think I want to like that meh? If I can don't like that I wouldn't be telling you this, right? Lol. But what the heck xD If someone expresses their feelings, I would just =/ or >_< or o_o or the famous, "Don't like that la.." Haha, we're not psychologists or something, that's all we can say =/

So people, BLOG! Tell you ah, your blog won't say that to you one! Even if I say, "I hate you, you stinking blog!", it also won't get angry at me. But of course, you know I love you, right my dear bloggie? ^^ 0MFG.. I think I might be diagnosed with SIWB (Severe Infatuation With Blogs) ._.
Lol.

*Sigh* Feeling lonely here. Being the only child sucks. Having brothers and sisters pestering you to let them have the computer sucks too. But I'm already used to being the only child. It's fun, you know. You can get all the privacy you want, stay in your own world... No wonder Jillian keeps saying that I love to daydream xD I used to pester my mum to "give" me a brother or a sister when I was young, didn't know where babies came from at that stage =X But now, I'm kinda glad that I'm the only child =) Though I would reaaaaaaally want an elder sister. But then, no more privacy x(

Kayz, back to homework xD BUHBYEZ! :D

~ Angelina

Hemophobia

Hemophobia - The fear of blood.

My father fetched me home from school today and as I was about to lock the door, the wind blew the iron door and clipped my finger between it. I thought it was normal and the pain would go away after a few seconds. Until I saw blood. Dripping. A huge piece of skin from the right side of my finger was dangling there.

"Okay," I said to myself, "Don't freak out, it's just blood."

I locked the door, put down my school bag, and sat on the sofa. Stunned. Then, part of my senses sort of came back to me. Pain. I walked to the phone and rang my mum.

"Mi," I said calmly, "The door swung close and clipped my finger. Got blood come out."
"Wash it la, later got infection."
"Mi, but will pain one woh."
"Won't pain one la."
"Mi, you come back la."
"Aiyo..."
"Come back la, I dunno how to wash by myself."
"Hmmh.. Okay la, okay la. I come back."
"Okay, bye bye."

My hands were freezing cold and my legs were starting to shake already. They couldn't support me anymore so I sat down on a chair. Then, tears started like water rushing out from a tap. It wouldn't stop. I held my hand as far away from myself as I can. Blood. Dripping blood. I felt nauseous. I was seeing stars.

My mum reached home in less than 10 minutes. I rushed to the door and hugged her and cried. "Aiyo, I've never seen a 16-year-old girl cry because her hand is bleeding in my life." I just kept silent. It wasn't the pain. It was the blood. In fact, I almost fainted when I got my blood test when I was in Standard 5, and the same thing almost happened when I fell down during my primary school years.

And now tell me, why am I taking Biology again? If I become a doctor, I'll pass out before the patient's sedative drug takes effect. Lol.

And so, back to my finger xD My mum cleaned it, put some medicine on it and plastered it. No more blood! Amazing that I'm still typing now :P But I have to type with 3 fingers and write with my hand lifted up T_T

The door hates meeeeeeeee =(

~ Angelina

Ghost Online :P

LOL, it has been a long time since I've logged in Ghost Online, I was only level 17 that time xD And so I logged in and started botting (SORWEE LEGITS!! >_<), and got to level 56 in only one day. When I was quest-ing, something really funny happened. You see, a guild needs a number of players to be online before they can start a guild war. So: Player 1: angelina Player 1: wan join guild? Me: anything Player 1: ok Player 1: change to chn 9 now i recruit u (Why must I change? Weird system..) Me: k *changes channel* Player 1: *changes channel* Player 1: k apply now Player 1: u know how to apply right? Me: ya Player 1: k Player 1: can go back now I was level 45 at that point, but I was using a level 10 weapon and a level 10 armour xD And so this happened: [ Announcement ] ELITES has started a guild war against aLLsTaRs Player 2: omg level 10!! Player 2: hp 100 oni! Player 3: OMG Player 3: take her go hide Player 3: fast Player 4: hide where? Player 4: nvm follow me Player 2: change chn Player 3: go 9 Player 3: go 9! [ Announcement ] Guild War between ELITES and aLLsTaRs has begun! Player 2: omg change now Player 2: quick Me: ok *changes channel* -- After a few seconds... -- [ Announcement ] ELITES has won the Guild War as aLLsTaRs has too little members online. Me: *changes to the previous channel and starts botting* -- After a few hours... -- Player 4: you have helped our guild by filling a slot Player 4: thank you very much Player 4: how may i reward u Me: *Thinks: Z0MFG O_O ALIEN!!* no need la <-- See I so good ><
Player 4: you can choose
Player 4: 500k or 10 levels
Me: *eyes grow big* 10 levels?
Player 4: yes
Player 4: you can just stand there and leech
Player 4: what level are you
Me: 49
Player 4: *asked about skills and stuff and asked me to remake my char but changed his mind*
Player 4: so what do u want?
Me: 10 levels (so thick skin :P)
Player 4: k
Player 4: i lvl u when my mage reach lvl 80
Player 4: 3 more lvls
Me: k
Player 4: keep in touch
Me: cya
Player 4: if u have anything cannot find me
Player 4: ask my guild members
Me: k cya
Player 4: bye
Player 4: :)
Me: bye

-- After half an hour... --
[ Announcement ] You have left the guild.

KICKED ME!! WTF!! LOL XD *sigh* I thought got 10 free levels =/ Muahahaha, see I act cool :P Don't think he reached level 80 yet anyway, there was a patch just now and everything isn't working. But I found the godmode address xD *YAY*

Gotta go do my Moral project. Laterz~

~ Angelina