Height Issues

I ain't happy with my height. Blame the genes. Or maybe my pituitary gland got clogged. Whatever it is, I'm gonna keep on ranting bout my height. And don't try to tell me to be happy with what God gave me. Don't tell me you're perfectly fine with your looks. Maybe you'd choose to have more volumed hair, maybe it's your eyelids, maybe it's that brow which wouldn't grow the way you want it. Or that tooth that sticks out so obvious that you dare not show your teeth when you smile. Is your nose a little too flat? Got low cheekbones? If you're given a chance, I'm sure you would change something about your looks. You aren't happy with your looks, I know it. I'm not happy with mine either. Maybe you want bigger eyes, maybe you want a better-looking jawline. Dimples too perhaps. For me, I want to grow taller.

At 154cm, trust me, the world isn't a pleasant sight.

"Look! There it is! On top of the mountain!"
"See what? The mountain is bald."
"You blind is it? So big on top there also cannot see."

My mum is short, about my height. And from what I heard, my biological father is short too. Thus, I was born short. And I reached puberty at like, 10 years old?! Reaching puberty at such a young age made me taller than the others in my primary school days. Yes, those were the oh-so-pleasant days. The days when I could happily walk to the back of the row when teacher asks us to line up. The days I could reach shelves which others couldn't. Ah, the sweet memories.

Don't tell me to look a bright side of this, cause there ain't a bright side. Don't tell me that at least I won't be taller than my boyfriend. I see nothing bright in that. Nor the fact that I could fit in the kawaii children's clothes. And the worst of the "bright sides" is telling my that I'd look cuter if I'm short. Cause I know the truth - I don't.

Also - I DON'T BELIEVE THAT JUMPING HELPS. My mum asks me to jump everyday, which I don't. Logically speaking, if an overweight girl like me were to jump up and land down with like 50kg of fats, don't you think the pressure alone with make the legs shorter? Don't try and intimidate me with your Biology theories, I'll shoot you back with the logical Physics theories I made up.

And that teacher. That teacher who couldn't hold her tongue for like one minute. After like a whole load of elaboration in front of the class, all she could say to me was, "You know, I just realised that you're this short." Fuck you, whether you meant it or not. You think you're so tall is it? Think before you ever say anything, can? I know my genes suck and I have miniature cells. I also know you have gigantic cells so huge that you are a unicellular organism that looks taller than me.

- End of rant -

By the way, I've just started some stretching exercises today. Wish me luck. If it doesn't work, I should just go live with the seven dwarfs in Snow White. Then maybe the prince in the story will go, "OMFG A CHINESE IN A FAIRYTALE?!" Then he'll marry me. And we'll live happily ever after.

P.S.: Sorry, Snow White.

~ Angelina

Tagged, I'm it!

Tagged by my classmate, Wei Ting.

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1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Mummy! And my friends too :)

2. What do you feel like doing now?
Study.

3. What can you describe your life?
School life sucks pretty much. Can't wait for college. Home life? Heaven.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Egypt. I wanna see the pyramids and the mummies!

5. If you could have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I wish that my dream of everyone living happily - no stress, no sadness, no grief; just plain happiness would come true.

6. Do you believe in true love?
To me, the definition of true love is not forever love. If your love for a particular person at a particular time is true, eternal or not, it is true love. And therefore, I do believe in true love.

7. What do you want the most from your lover/admirer?
Their faithfulness and love.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Invest in fast growing estates, beautify my teeth and get a professional hair-do.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No. I'm just too shy.

10. What would you like to change about your current life?
I just wish that Malaysia's education would change, and this will change everybody's lives, not only mine.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
As stated above, faithfulness and love, preferably not too overweight/underweight. I want a healthy guy! No smoking or heavy drinking either.

12. Which type of person you do hate the most?
Attention seekers and people who think they're too clever.

13. What is your ambition?
Mass advertiser, or anything that has to do with marketing.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I'd rather they tell me my about faults to me personally, or just shut up and quit spreading damaging rumours.

15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
Happiness.

16. Are you a shopaholic?
Nope, I'm more of a foodaholic.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would want to change?
My habit of procrastination.

18. What would you do if have an off day?
Probably search for ingenious softwares, learn some programming, and glue onto Facebook.

19. what do you feel like eating now?
Famous Amos chocolate chip cookies, Baskin Robbin's Chocolate Mousse Royale ice-cream, dark chocolate bars, American Chocolate cake... Yes, I'm a chocoholic too.

20. How do you feel now?
Sleepy! I eat and I sleep and I call that heaven.



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~ Angelina