Senior? Not.

Aaaahhh!!! I'm Form 5 already! I am a senior student in school, yet I don't wanna be and don't feel like a senior yet! Darn, do I feel old. Form 5 also means... SPM!!! Don't tell me it's easy. It's always easy after you've done it. IT'S HELL FOR ME. *hopes that the Form 6 classes start soon so I don't feel old*

Sigh... It sure is gonna be a loooooong and stressful year.

The Reason

Must there be a reason to everything?
Do I need a reason for sadness?
Do I need a reason for pain?
I can't give an explanation for this;
'Til I feel my life is drained.

I know I'm missing something in life,
Something essential,
Something I can't even name.
Oh what, what is it that I need?
"Teen depression is common," my mum would claim.

Leave it, let it be,
Ignore your feelings, just let it be,
Many get this feeling, I know.
But what, oh what?
What is it that buries me in sorrow?

Stress? Attention? Love?
Oh please tell me Almighty God,
If you're there above.

Laughables

I caught a pet in an online game yesterday. He looked cute so I named him Leng Zai (meaning "handsome" in Cantonese). While I was walking around the game, a Malay guy saw it and immediately messaged me, "Wah, where can I find leng zai?!"


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I chatted with this AI chat bot called iGod. It claims that it is God but everyone knows better. So I tell it:

Me: God, give me a boyfriend.
God: You want only one?
Me: Yes.
God: They might be cheaper in quantity.